A Season To Trust
There's a cry in my heartFor Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
But I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)
For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head
- Cry in my Heart, Starfield
This is my cry now God, that I could have more of You. You have done something in this heart of mine. You have revealed just a little of Yourself to me, and I want more of it. You gave me promises, You gave me words that I will anyways think upon. You gave me more than I even know, and I hope to carry that with me always. I'm not exactly sure when I changed... well I'm not sure changed is even the right word. I think after I heard Your words from those ladies, after they prayed and prophesied, I was free to worship, because all at once I knew I had forgiveness and my worship would not be vain or offensive or meaningless. I... I can't even get the words for it. I was happy. I worshipped You, I prayed, I sang, I drank in Your pressence, because i"ve been so dry, and been so thirsty.
I have been rocking in the arms of my Father. I spent time just there... in Your arms, rocking back and forth on my feet, talking to you, listening for You. Whether I heard anything or not isn't the point. I'm not sure if I was even expecting anything to happen. And nothing in a literal, physical sense did... not like a vision or a distinct voice or anything, and that's ok, because I don't think I'm ready for that. You will show me in time, whatever You need me to see. God You are amazing. I am so glad that I went into that little prayer time and taped it. I am soooo glad that I can hear Your words over and over again... tho I'm not exactly sure what some of it means... I know I'll figure it out. You want to be closer God, then come! I know I'm going to be scared, I know I'm going to be vulnerable, and I know You are going to be there. God just help me keep trusting. YOu're teaching me that, trust. It was just sort of there... like "Ok, God. Let's see what happens." And I went. I went against my own doubts and just trusted. So God, I pray that what Mike has said, what You have said... let it be true God, that things are changing soon. Things are changing soon... God let me be a part of it. God use me to You glory. Give me freedom so that I may give it to others. Give me truth and courage and wisdom to do what You need me to do. God keep me close, go in and fix things. Restore my heart and my faith, Jesus. I don't want to stay like this, I want to grow. I want to grow quickly, so that I won't have to wait anymore. I've been waiting for over a year. I've been waiting all my life, and even at this moment I feel like I have stretched farther than ever before, but I want to keep going God. I want to keep going! I know it's going to be tough, but God help me rest in You. Help me run to You. GOd, wait for me. Thank You, thank You! Praise You God, Praise You Jesus. You are Holy, Holy, Holy.
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