Multi-what?
So... I'm pretty much multi-tasking right now...Talking/Studying over the phone with Sarah... typing to Dara... CHEM books all over the keyboard... reading dARA's blog... Writing my own blog... it's pretty much amazing... but not working so well.....
Anyways... It's been a rather horrendous day, to say the LEAST. Studied all day for that freakin Test and it totally made me forget everything... Some stuff he had on there I didn't even study. BAH. I hope I do alright... never know though, when you guess through a test. =P
I really think that if I fail I will never forgive myself. Because I do that. I work myself up so much, then crash if I don't do well. Sometimes I guess I feel that school is the only thing I'm really good at. Sure, I can do other things, but I don't get honors in that stuff. I want to do well so badly, and I've given myself such expectations... besides I'm the only kid of my family who'll most likely go to college. Crystal still might, but everyone believes I will for sure. And I want to. So School is really important. You might not know it for all the effort I've been putting into it... I have to remind myself that I have to WORK for good grades. GRARH! Well... I suppose I shouldn't stress too much... but it's just a stressful week.
God, help me get over this! Help me to stay calm and to really work from now on.
I really need your help,
Because it's way too hard to keep up on my own.
Carry me through it, Jesus, and be by my side always.
Silly to ask, isn't it? I know you are always there anyways. But it helps to write it...
It always helps to write it.
I love you LORD, may my words be wonderful to you and my thoughts pure. Help me lean on you always.
posted by Robyn at
5:59 PM
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