Home again, jiggidee jig
Well... that's that. The grand Snaz Party is over, and I'm back home... and absolutely exhausted. Can't say I had that much fun doing the amazing race the church set up... Just a lot of running around and being cold. But, you know, I got my share of exercise I guess. Then we had fun staying up late, with Sarah and Jessica and Amy and Sarah. It was pretty great, but then we were so tired it just got really annoying that no one would sleep. And the light! Geez. I hate light. Why do churches always have a light that never turns off? So Amy, her sister Sarah, and I all put our heads under this table with a white curtain thing over half of it, and our legs sticking out. I'm sure it must have looked really... stupid. But hey, it was an adventure. So... 3:00 was a the time everyone just sort of fell down where they were and finally got quiet. And we had to be up around 7-ish to pack before breakfast. That is NOT a decent waking hour after that kind of night on hard linoleum.
Then we went over to the big WEM and sort of split up. We shopped... I decided that I really wasn't feeling well enough to make my day-pass count at Galaxy Land, so I'm going to save it. It doesn't expire for a year, so I can go again sometime. So it ended up being Crystal and I walking around, but I was soooooo sleepy, and we had to leave by 3:30 to get home because the bus was rented. At first I didn't think that was any time at all... but I was glad we went earlier. Five hours when you're dog-tired seems like a looooong time. Gah.
There were a couple things... but in all it was a good weekend. And I only spent 60$, not including the 35$ fee for whole thing. So yeah... anyways... I'm tired. So I'm leaving.
Farewelll!
I am going to Edmonton! YIPPEE! I hope it's a good time... It'd better be! I've risked the wrath of my manager to get the days off... so yeah. Gonna to an Amazing Race thing around Edmonton tonite... that'll be interesting I'm sure. Then we go to the mall on Saturday! And I'm gonna get my hair layered someplace while I'm there... YESSS! Been waiting FOREVER! SO yeah... IT's Pretty Great. See ya'lll (So... basically just DARA) when I get back. Oh, and Dara, we have to go get costumes on Sunday and go to Tim Horton's and get those shiny treat bag... things. Then we have to decide if we want to go solo or with Deer Park... think about it!
Love ya, see ya, and all that ya stuff!
Multi-what?
So... I'm pretty much multi-tasking right now...
Talking/Studying over the phone with Sarah... typing to Dara... CHEM books all over the keyboard... reading dARA's blog... Writing my own blog... it's pretty much amazing... but not working so well.....
Anyways... It's been a rather horrendous day, to say the LEAST. Studied all day for that freakin Test and it totally made me forget everything... Some stuff he had on there I didn't even study. BAH. I hope I do alright... never know though, when you guess through a test. =P
I really think that if I fail I will never forgive myself. Because I do that. I work myself up so much, then crash if I don't do well. Sometimes I guess I feel that school is the only thing I'm really good at. Sure, I can do other things, but I don't get honors in that stuff. I want to do well so badly, and I've given myself such expectations... besides I'm the only kid of my family who'll most likely go to college. Crystal still might, but everyone believes I will for sure. And I want to. So School is really important. You might not know it for all the effort I've been putting into it... I have to remind myself that I have to WORK for good grades. GRARH! Well... I suppose I shouldn't stress too much... but it's just a stressful week.
God, help me get over this! Help me to stay calm and to really work from now on.
I really need your help,
Because it's way too hard to keep up on my own.
Carry me through it, Jesus, and be by my side always.
Silly to ask, isn't it? I know you are always there anyways. But it helps to write it...
It always helps to write it.
I love you LORD, may my words be wonderful to you and my thoughts pure. Help me lean on you always.
